Devoid of breath.
Filled with bane.
By all rights we should be dead,
Yet here we sit,
Touching foreheads.
My dearest sunshine,
Filling me with light,
In this dark and dreary blight.
I your lifeline,
Keeping you afloat,
In this deep sea of mirthless misery.
Our souls fuse and glow,
Love also in tow.
Flawless we are not,
My fire sears,
Your water heals,
Brazen and saucy,
Gentle and intense,
You see,
I hear,
We are quite the pair.
The games you create,
Are twisted,
And cruel,
All the while,
Trying to make me a fool,
Think I don't know the rules?
I do.
Every twist,
Every turn,
Every secret in the mist,
Trying to blind ones eye,
With sod stories and guilt,
Oh please,
I'm not one easily tilt.
To your feet men "fall",
You claim model,
I claim thrall,
Your gaudy face paint,
All masked in rouge,
Your words sweet,
Seemingly innocent too,
Yet you tried with me,
And I called you out,
You are nothing to me,
But simply,
A dreadful banshee
The games you create,
Are twisted,
And cruel,
All the while,
Trying to make me a fool,
Think I don't know the rules?
I do.
Every twist,
Every turn,
Every secret in the mist,
Trying to blind ones eye,
With sod stories and guilt,
Oh please,
I'm not one easily tilt.
To your feet men "fall",
You claim model,
I claim thrall,
Your gaudy face paint,
All masked in rouge,
Your words sweet,
Seemingly innocent too,
Yet you tried with me,
And I called you out,
You are nothing to me,
But simply,
A dreadful banshee
So I already have my wedding dress. The place, time, small details. All thought out. I need to pick bridesmaid dresses out though.... Ugh. Bane of my existence. I have no idea what I want for my girls.
Work is great, got promoted to a type of management (yay me!).
Getting another tattoo! Number four in the planning process. I may post pictures.
Have a Happy Saturday Afternoon!
I just moved to another state. To be honest too many rude and mean people lived in NY and I just couldn't stay there any longer. Of course I moved with my wonderful and perfect fiance. We had been planning this for quite a while now and finally made a decision. North Carolina.
People are so nice here and everything is cheaper. The weather is warm and it rains beautifully. I got a great job and so does my man. I will of course go back to NY for the wedding, but I will never move back to NY if I can help it. I've been here since April 10th.
On a side note I do not have my scanner yet cause we only had my car and his small truck so we didn't g
My boyfriend took me to Javas (where we went on our first date) and said he had something planned. I had absolutely no idea that he would FREAKING PROPOSE!!! I am now the proud fiance to Brent Stein. I love him so much it's not even funny. I am still in shock that I am engaged. I can't believe it. I am so happy and couldn't have asked for a better man or a better way to be proposed to. I am simply in bliss right now! I am shocked and speechless. The ring is exactly what I wanted, small and dainty. It's the perfect size and just perfect!!!!
Have a Happy Monday Night / Tuesday Morning Everyone!